A Little Bag of Random

Sometimes when I have a piece of work published, or when I have a guest post up elsewhere, I’m tempted to skip blogging that week. I hate the idea of fatiguing my followers, taking up readers’ inboxes, etc. Since this week I’ve had both, I’m going to keep today’s blog short and fun, because I don’t know about you guys, but I could use some smiles.

First things first, if you haven’t already, check out the info on how to read my latest publication “Death’s Favorite Pet” at DarkFuse!

Also, if you’re a writer on Twitter and you missed it, my latest post for Writer Unboxed is “Everything You Really Need to Know About Twitter.”

Finally, the random. And the theme of today’s random is: cats. Because I like cats.

Cat, hugging human (gif)

Cat, hugging human, supersized (video)

The Adventures of Business Cat (comic)

Bond Villain Cat (photo)

Spidercat Kisses (gif)

Cat teaches kitten to drink (gif)

An Engineer’s Guide to Cats (video)

Happy browsing! 🙂

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Death’s Favorite Pet

Hi guys!

Just a quick note to let you know that I have new work published today at DarkFuse’s “bite-sized fiction” series Horror D’oeuvres. My micro/flash fiction piece is called “Deaths’ Favorite Pet.”

You can subscribe through Kindle or on their website to read the whole thing (plus tons of other great shorts). Many thanks to DarkFuse for having me!

I hope you’ll read my piece if you can. It’s dark. It’s funny. It’s sad. It started as a prose poem. I kind of love it. I hope you will too.

Have a great weekend!

Annie

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Thoughts on M.R. James

Note: At this point, you might be wondering if I’ve changed my book review policy, but the answer is no. I still don’t accept requests for book reviews, but I am an avid reader and I like to talk shop. The difference is that I’m not reviewing books for author promotion (in fact, many of the authors I talk about are dead). I choose books I’m reading anyway and think might interest my blog readers. I’m also not concerned with “rating” books, etc. I’m just giving impressions, raising points, and opening discussion.

If you’re into these types of posts, I’ve gone back and added a tag. You can click on “Not Quite Book Reviews” to see the other authors and books I’ve discussed in this way.

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I recently read the Penguin Classics edition of M.R. James’s short stories, Count Magnus and Other Ghost Stories. James was the last author I hadn’t read from my list of The Founding Fathers (and Mothers) of Horror Literature. Indeed, he does belong there.

Who is M.R. James? I now think of him as “the most famous horror author you’ve never heard of.” He’s known for a single type of short story that he did very well: the antiquarian ghost story. What’s that mean? He told supernatural tales of fright set back in time a little ways for his readers and ‘a lot aways’ for us. His stories are subtle, original, quality stuff, but they don’t have the boundary-pushing concepts of Matheson or Bradbury, nor did they ever really develop the cult followings of Lovecraft or Poe. And although technically solid, James is rarely given any critical or scholarly acclaim, in spite of his being a well-respected scholar himself. Yet somehow, his story niche and his unabashed embrace of said niche has given him an enduring and quiet spot in the literary canon for over a century now. Like I said: the most famous horror author you’ve never heard of.

It’s been about a month since I finished this book, so I’m writing this not-quite-review with a bit of distance. This is nice because it gives me a good idea of what stuck and what faded. For instance, out of the fifteen stories I read, I remember about seven of them relatively distinctly. Three of those I remember vividly and loved. That’s a pretty decent ratio, but it doesn’t quite make me an avid fan. I’m very glad I read James, because he’s part of my literary heritage and I care about the classics. But, much like Lovecraft, James didn’t quite succeed in burrowing down to live in my dark little heart forever (unlike Poe and Bradbury, who have put out roots there).

Unlike Lovecraft, James is quite well written. His prose is, of course, of the long-winded old-timey sort, because he was writing in the early twentieth century, but it’s of a fairly high quality. His stories also seem well structured and well edited. Sometimes they drag a bit, but in general I felt he had a plan and followed through with it, leaving me satisfied if not thrilled. He does have a tendency to keep talking beyond the ending, but again I think that’s a symptom of his times. Modern short story authors – especially horror authors – tend to end as soon after the climax or ‘big reveal’ as possible, letting the reader finish on a high note. James tends to wind his reader down after revealing the horror, which for me personally melted away that delicious spooky chill, when achieved.

Speaking of which, how often did he achieve it? For me personally: once, maybe twice I felt a nice trill of fear. I felt uneasy or slightly tense several times, and I got a nice creepy vibe a good portion of the time. In other words, I wouldn’t really describe his stories as “scary” to horror fans, but perhaps less-experienced horror readers will get more chills than I did. And if you’ve been looking to find some “classic ghost stories,” James is absolutely the single best place to start.

To give you an overview of his story style, here are some generally-true basics. His narrators seem to be stand-ins for the author, meaning that they’re all white, male, scholarly types interested in antiquary, religious relics, curiosa, etc. His stories tend to be set in cathedrals, old schools, and large manors in small European villages. His protagonists often discover some strange and interesting object from the near-past (a manuscript, a whistle, a statuette) and delve into studying it out of curiosity. The knowledge found brings about some sort of supernatural terror, like ghosts or similarly malicious demons.

One of the things that bothers me is the absence of women in almost all of his stories. I can think of only one female character, and she was unabashedly a detestable shrew. But I talked about this issue with Lovecraft and racism, so you might not be surprised to learn that misogyny and sexism in century-old books isn’t reason enough for a full denouncement for me. It’s probably also worth noting that James seems fond of poking fun of the poor common country folk, though that seems further removed to me since today’s classism takes a different face.

Now let’s get to the good stuff. If you only have time to read one of James’s stories, I’d go with “A School Story.” At only seven pages long, it’s not much of a time investment, yet I thought it had a lovely creepy payoff. It wasn’t stunningly original now – though it might have been back then, I don’t know – but it stuck with me. Another one of my favorites is “Oh, Whistle and I’ll Come for You, My Lad.” Though the title is a mouthful, this story was a blast. In it you can see James’s rather delightful sense of humor bubbling to the surface, and it actually did scare me once I got full enveloped in the atmosphere. I don’t want to spoil anything for those who do want to read it, so I’ll only say that I found it to be a refreshing twist on a ghost story trope that had become familiar to the point of meaninglessness to me. Worth a read!

Other highlights that earned a shout-out include the cool concept behind “The Mezzotint,” the satisfying ending of “Casting the Runes,” and the heebie-jeebies from “The Ash-Tree.” I also enjoyed seeing the impact of Poe’s cryptography tales in “The Treasure of Abbot Thomas.” It’s also interesting to note that M. R. James was one of Lovecraft’s favorite authors, and at times I felt I could almost see roots of inspiration there that would later become Lovecraftian tales.

As an end note… would I recommend these stories? Probably not as a blanket rec, no. But I do think they’re worth it for avid horror readers tracing the roots of the genre, fans of the classics, lovers of ghost stories, and people who enjoy twentieth-century literature.

Have you ever read M. R. James? What did you think?

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Something Accomplished, Something Learned, Something Resolved

I love New Year’s. It’s a time to look back, evaluate, and then look forward, outward, up.

My critique group does an end of the year round table where we all share one thing we’ve accomplished and one thing we’ve learned in the past year of writing. I love this, and I think it leads very naturally into my resolution for 2014.

What I’ve accomplished: I succeeded at last year’s public resolution to find the right agent for me. About a week ago I accomplished last year’s private resolution to complete my requirements to go from Affiliate member to Active member in the Horror Writers Association — basically the difference between semi-professional and professional. That one slipped in just under the gun for 2013. I’ve officially become a professional horror writer. (Or at least as much as any impartial source will ever be able to declare a thing like that. It’s the one I’ve chosen as my own personal meter.) This one is huge for me.

I also achieved something I hadn’t even set out as a realistic goal: I just got news (again, a week ago; follow me on Facebook for the most up to date news) that I received an honorable mention in the national poetry manuscript contest this year. That means my book of poems, Hope and Other Myths, placed top 5 in the country! (This is through the National Federation of State Poetry Societies. They didn’t rank the three honorable mentions, so I was either 3rd, 4th, or 5th place overall.) Only 1st  place gets their book published, but I’m incredibly honored to be named. Really, really honored.

So I was over the moon happy in 2013, right? Well, no. Not when it came to my writing career. Which brings me to the thing I’ve learned. Achieving new goals isn’t what will make me happy; learning to appreciate where I am and how far I’ve come is what will make me happy.

Goals are great. I’m a really strong proponent of pushing one’s self, of setting defined markers of progress. Maybe too much so, though, because somewhere along the way in 2013 I realized I wasn’t that happy with my progress, even though I am indeed making it. Every time I succeeded at something, I wanted more. Somehow, I reached a point where accomplishment felt less like a joy to celebrate and more like… a relief.

Did you catch that? I would succeed at achieving one of my goals and feel relieved. Not happy, not excited, not proud. Well okay, maybe a little, but mostly I felt the distinct release of stress that we call relief. Needless to say, that’s a problem. I’ve always straddled the line between ambitious and dictatorial, and this was a major clue to warn me I was slipping down the wrong side of that line.

I guess I let myself get away with it at first because things began small. I just wanted some initial validation. When I started out, all I wanted was to get one poem accepted for publication. Just one! Then I would know I wasn’t fooling myself. But of course, the thing about goals is that once you accomplish them, you need to set new ones – as it should be. I, however, began setting new ones instantly. Got a piece of flash fiction published? Next I wanted a whole story accepted. Got a short story published? Next I wanted one accepted at professional rates. Got that? Next I needed three so I could bump up in HWA status. Got that? Now I want to land one in a best of the year anthology. (Seriously, I’m incorrigible.)

Do you see the problem here? There will always be something more to want. I used to think, “If I could just _____ (win a contest, get something published, land an agent), I’ll feel better. I would be happy then.” Even some of the most famous authors have admitted to this. Have a book published? Next you want a series. Wildly successful? Next you want to hit the bestseller lists. Land on the lists every time? Next you want to be #1. Done that? Next you want to conquer a new genre under a pen name to prove you can. There. Is. Always. More.

Which means that if I believe reaching my next goal will make me content, I’m sadly mistaken, because the minute I reach it that goal will change to a new one. That’s a great way to accomplish lots of things, but not such a great way to be a happy person.

This has led me to the only logical answer: I need to find a way to be happy with where I am. I will always be driven to achieve the next goal, and I’m grateful for that, but none of that holds value if I don’t enjoy them when I reach them. Somehow, I need to learn to be content amidst the striving. I need to learn to stop and appreciate my accomplishments on a deep level. In that spirit, my resolution this year will not be to reach a distinct goal. It will be to change the way I interact with myself about my existing goals.

The path of a full-time creative is a strange one, full of inspiration and stress and loneliness and pain. It’s unpredictable and maddening and daunting. It’s absolutely unique, which is absolutely beautiful.

In 2014, I resolve to appreciate it – every step along the way.

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Do you have a resolution in mind? I would love to hear from all of you about something you’ve accomplished, something you’ve learned, and what you’re resolving. Happy New Year!

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A Spooky Sort of Christmas

Photo by yours truly.

Photo by yours truly.

Did you know that one of the longest-standing Christmas traditions (dating back to at least the Victorians) is the reading and telling of ghost stories on Christmas Eve?

It might seem odd at first, but there are two very mainstream instances of this that might better bring it to your awareness. The first is Charles Dickens’s famous novella A Christmas Carol, published in 1843 but still much read today. (And watched, since numerous movies have been made of it as well.) In fact, this story is so popular that many people think it to be the origin of Christmasy ghosts, when in fact Dickens was simply cashing in on an old tradition – though his story’s success greatly revived both the tradition and the holiday itself.

You might also recognize Christmas ghosties making an appearance in the lyrics of the ever-popular holiday song “It’s the Most Wonderful Time of the Year.” If you listen closely, you’ll pick up:

“There’ll be parties for hosting,
marshmallows for toasting,
and caroling out in the snow.
There’ll be scary ghost stories
and tales of the glories
of Christmases long, long ago.”

Surprised? I was too, at first. I learned about this tradition in the book I’m currently reading, a collection of ghost stories by M.R. James. James apparently wrote these spooky stories to read to his friends on Christmas Eve.

Naturally, being the avid little goblin that I am, this sounds like a wonderful tradition. I would love to start it in my own house, but I don’t think you need to be the aficionado I am to get in on this. Not convinced that Christmas and ghost stories go together? Here are some thoughts I have as to why it actually fits beautifully.

Christmas (or the holidays in general, as this particular tradition is not religiously tied as far as I can tell) is about family, love, and togetherness. In today’s world, we’re oversaturated with media and entertainment. How many nights do we spend sitting on the sofa staring at screens? That’s usually not being together; that’s just being alone in the same room. Turn off the screens, though, and people start interacting again. They make eye contact, brush hands, laugh with each other instead of just at the same time.

In my mind, the tradition goes like this: Everyone in the house gathers around the fire after dinner, once the night has gotten cold and dark and the coziness of flames and company is appreciated once again. The listeners all snuggle up with blankets and eggnog or hot mulled cider, and the teller weaves (or reads, if not creatively inclined) tales of suspense and supernatural hauntings. The brave and foolhardy will laugh and poke fun and pretend not to be scared – which is always great fun – while the timid giggle nervously and scoot closer together – even more fun.

Before you know it, the evening is spent with words and laughter, everyone is sprawled across the floor with droopy eyes, and all are sent to their beds happy and content – if a little tightly wired. Isn’t that what the holidays are all about?

Also, Christmas is always right around the winter solstice, which is the longest night of the year. What night could possibly be more filled with ghosts? The night of the solstice could give Halloween a run for its money, as far as I’m concerned. For those who believe in the creatures of the night – or life beyond the grave – when else would the veil between worlds possibly be so thin?

Which brings me to the final reason ghost stories on Christmas Eve make perfect sense. Christmas, being a time for family and love, automatically becomes a time of mourning and remembrance for those of us who’ve lost someone important to us – which is most people. Who hasn’t felt the tug of loss or melancholy on the days leading up to Christmas? Who hasn’t cried during the holidays, missing someone whose spirit still seems to linger in our hearts? And what are ghosts if not the memories of those who’ve passed before us?

Whether we welcome them or not, spirits are present around the holidays because we’re human, and humans remember. Not being one to run from my emotions, I say: let’s embrace them. Let’s open our arms, not just to welcome in the thoughts of those we miss, but to gather closer those who are still present in our lives. And if we can revel in a little fun, togetherness, and mischief while we’re at it, all the better.

Wishing you a Merry Christmas, happy holidays, a cozy solstice, or whatever else you’re celebrating this year. May your season be filled with love, cheer, and maybe a ghost or two, too.

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